This child and father are a place I ruled out of my past, a belief, an ever visible meaning beyond fatherhood, for the child is a boy, and I was father to a girl. Laurel came into our home almost 21 years ago, and on March 27th she will be fully adult, and so funny that drinking alcohol and gambeling with hard cash marks the beginning of adulthood.

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